Saturday, March 10, 2007
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
except for practical on the 28th and viva voce but yeahss! at last!!
anyway, just now in the taxi i was talking to the driver who happen to be a lady and was just talking about whether it was a mother's duty to take care of kids while husbands does the role of a breadwinner. As traditional as it may seems but i feel that this ought to be the way, or perhaps i was brought out in an environment like this thus i feel strongly towards it. But this lady was saying that to find a good husband and a good man with a stable income is not easy cuz these days men would want their wives to work too. To share their burden and so if they lose their job, there's still their wife's income to rely on. Since this is the 21st century and all the commotion going on about equal rights between women and men and so many guys would think this way? This little chat i had with her just made me wonder and think how many guys would want their wifes to stay home adn take care of their kids while they would undertake all the burden and pressure to work hard for the family.
Sometimes i really worry about the future, sometimes i really feel that yeahs we see many couples down the street kissing and hugging, giving flowers and wearing rings etc. But do all these happen cuz of emotion or is there a long time commitment that they see it coming. Are all these for show or just to play. Living by the day, to be together when all is good and when the bad time strikes its time to say goodbye and all is soon forgotten and move on. Nothing lasts forever someone told me once. I agree, you might be happy now but tommorrow you might quarrel and even die. Who knows.
Thats why i really appreciate what i'm having right now and try not to take it for granted. Dear dear and i have gone through alot. From the moment i separated with my ex and he forgot about his ex and we decided to carve a life out together. We were facing oppositions by perhaps ppl around us and family but we were VERY HAPPY together. I'll never forget those days in april 06' where he'll meet me almost everyday after school and we'll just chill and talk. It's purely platonic friendship, no feelings involved till may 06' Thats when our journey begun. Somehow dear said he felt very settled down in our relationship unlike his others where it took longer while to settle down but guess we were very comfortable with each other and could share about anything under the sun. Though he might hide things from me initially, but i managed to get it all out from him and know more about him. It's little things like this that improved our relationship and after 4 months being together, my friends tell me, " har? 4 months only ah? it seems like one year lei." HAHA. quarrels, of cuz we do but at least we talk about it and poof its settled. But sometimes i really wished he spends more time with me, as in quality time instead of just gaming but yeah he would stop his game for me. I'm glad he chooses me to game and i really appreciates that. Dear will be going to army soon, guess in june, so many uncertatinties but i really hope all will go well and remain strong.
dear dear, i dunno if you'ld read this ever, but i'll still say it anyhow. You are the best thing that happened to me in year 2006 and ya've been such a blessing, such a dear. You taught me so much and how to love. I've never seen anyone who is willing to sacrifice so much for true friends, one who values frienship and love so much as you do and that really puts me to shame. In many others, i see backstabs and bitching amongst what they might label as friends but in you, i see a genuine you. A guy who's ever so true, frank and filled with love. Perhaps, ya might not be living or born in a very wealthy or good family, but it's cuz of all these you learn and grew to be sucha fine lad. i remembered i once told my friends that any girl who's yr dear would be VERY fortunate and blessed.VERY. Cuz you really know how to love and take care of a girl and hey hey. i'm the lucky one!(:
neoprints we took after christmas.
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this was when dear was still an intern at changi airport.who's that hot blondie? lol.
All i want for christmas, for new year, forever is you!=) 
even though you are always playing comp games or ps2,
I love you always, my dear shawnie pooo!(:
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10:55:00 PM
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